not them, them, but i want my blog to be like theirs.
dreamy pictures, dreamy writing, dreamy feelings.
and i don't know how.
the pictures, the writing, anything.
i just know how to procrastinate when i should be studying.
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dreamy food
dreamy baby
dreamy feel
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i've just realized the trick is talking about feelings. they all talk about their feelings. and, well, i'm not as romantic as all that, i guess.
feelings are for talks with moms over lunch, or a london fog and a latte on the couch. feelings are for drives with dads when you talk about what you want to be when you grow up. feelings are for sisters when they don't let you move in with them to save a few dollars because they would rather get along with you (and not have their apartment trashed - however innocently and unintentionally - while they are away). feelings are for snuggles with boyfriends who make you watch western movies that you are pretty sure you hate, but then end up enjoying.
feelings don't feel comfortable on the internet.
but maybe they should?
and anyway, feelings are not romantic. are they?
i don't even know why i said that. but it reminded me of a time when i was young and naive, and i thought that i was in love with rash displays of romance. but when a neighbor i had coffee with once started bringing me [ugly] flowers, and mixed cd's, and leaving notes on my bike, i changed my mind. maybe weirdo neighbor is the one who ruined feelings on the internet for me.
maybe along with my 100 blogs in a year, i can work on being more feel-y, too. and not to get too big headed with my goals, but maybe i could try my "year in pictures" goal again, too. remember? i think i made it about a month last time... it's hard when you're busy. but i think it's like working out. it's just something you have to make time for.
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